Sunday, April 21, 2013

English Curriculum Vitae

Kristy Tyson

3968 Parker’s Place
Eagle Mountain, Utah 84005
kristymodbe@gmail.com
801-427-0076



Education

B.S. in English, Field of Emphasis: Literary Studies. Minors: American Studies, Gender Studies
Utah Valley University, Orem, UT. Expected graduation April 2013.
1995-1997 California State University-San Bernardino, CA.
1989 High School Diploma
Etiwanda High School, Etiwanda, California.

   Experience

Professional Development in Education

·          2008-2012: Assistant Secretary, Alpine School District-Pony Express Elementary, Eagle Mountain, Utah.
         Responsibilities
    • Responsible for registering and scheduling classes for over 1,000 students each school year.
    • Monitored daily attendance for all students and created quarterly reports that allowed administration accurate information about tardiness and unexcused absences.
    • Collaborated weekly with administration to help ensure greatest student success.
    • Helped to implement a weekly rewards program for students for students who exemplified good behavior.
    • Served as a mediator between students, parents, faculty and staff with all concerns and questions.
    • Worked closely with DCFS (Department of Child and Family Services) to ensure safety and protection of students.
    • Maintain strict confidentiality.
    • Ability to multi-task several different projects on a daily basis.
·          2005-2008:  Substitute Teacher, Alpine School District-K-      12.Taught a variety of classes including English, Mathematics, Music, Social Science, Electives.
·          2006-2011: Fashion Consultant, Modbe Clothing,Orem, Utah. Motivated and increased sales with 50+ Independent Fashion Consultants Team
·          1994-1995: Instructional Assistant, Timpanogos Elementary School-Provo School District, Provo, Utah.
·          1992-1994: Full-time Proselyting Missionary, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, Fort Lauderdale, Florida.
·          1990-1992: Instructional Assistant, Timpanogos Elementary School-Provo School District, Provo, Utah.

Additional Skills/Abilities

·          Proficient with Skyward Student Access Program.
·          Experience with MS Excel, MS Word, Windows.
·          Invited to present strategies about team building and collaboration to 90+ faculty and staff.
·          Coordinated and executed eight school fundraising events that earned a combined total of $150,000. Monies were used to support a variety of school programs and field trips.
·          Attended professional development conferences for grades K-12 focusing on curriculum building projects, reading strategies, bullying, team collaboration.
·          CPR and First Aid certified.
·          Current food handler’s permit.
·          Trained to administer daily medication to seven diabetic students. Assisted   them with their meals as they relate to their carbohydrate intake.
·          Attended UVU conference on Autism.
·          Organized school musical concessions, tickets, and back stage crews.

Honors/Awards

·          2011-2012: Received a higher education stipend for the academic school year.
·          2010: Selected as one of Alpine School District’s Employee of the Year.
·          2009: Invited to participate on the naming committee for Westlake High School in Saratoga Springs, Utah.
·          2008: Recipient of Alpine School District’s Volunteer of the Year.
·          2003: Selected to represent Pony Express Elementary students and parents on the UBI committee (Utah Behavior Initiative). Committee works to implement a positive reward program and a plan of action for negative behaviors.

Service

·          Currently serving on the School Community Council for Pony Express Elementary.
·          Currently serving on the PTSA (Parent-Teacher-Student Association) Nominating Committee. Responsible to select and contact people who may be willing to serve on the board in the upcoming school year.
·          Helped establish Pony Express Elementary’s Trading Post which is a monthly store where students are rewarded for reading at home.
·          Served as president of the local church service organization for women (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.
·          Helped initiate and implement a sports program for the City of Eagle Mountain. Volunteered on City Sports Board.
·          Served as a missionary for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Florida-Fort Lauderdale Mission.
·          Boy Scouts of America Merit Badge Counselor. Provided guidance to local boy scouts on the topics of reading, family life, citizenship, traffic safety, and scholarship.
·          Donated over 2,000 + hours to Pony Express Elementary, Vista Heights Middle School, Willowcreek Middle School, Westlake High School to help build and sustain programs.
·          Invited to chaperone large group of middle-school students who travelled to Cedar City, Utah to compete in the Shakespearean Festival.
·          Led a group of 20+ teens to provide lunches and after school snacks for children in Utah County.
·          Organized and carried out a food drive that collected more than 2,000 pounds of food. Donations were delivered to Community Action in Provo, Utah.

 

References upon request



 



English Writing Sample


Kristy Tyson
Professor Alisha Geary
English 4950
2 April 2013
The Power of the Imagination
            The imagination is a powerful force.  A Latin Proverb states, “The imagination exercises a powerful influence over every act of sense, thought, reason, --over every idea.” John Muir states that, “The power of imagination makes us infinite.” This is the idea that one is invinsible who has an imagination. One can go on forever with an imagination. One’s imagination is singular and is owned and regulated by one person. It can be influenced by other’s ideas and by one’s perceptions, but it remains the property of an individual. Imagination can be restricted by reason and reality, Reality is concrete. Reality tells one that there are limitations. Reality sets boundaries, has rules, and is governed by societal rules. On the contrary, the imagination is free. The imagination has the ability to transcend one from any state of mind to another. The imagination, if not balanced by reason, can change one’s sense of reality. Imagination can turn one’s inner thoughts into making it seem like reality. It  helps one to escape the realities of life, particularly traumatic experiences, making one’s life seem “normal”, rather than dealing with what is actual. The power of the imagination can free one from their circumstances.
            Into the Lake of the Woods, by Tim O’Brien, explores the imagination of John Wade. He has been affected by the Vietnam War crimes he has been commanded to commit. The societal rules constructed for military are aimed to protect their country even to the extent of killing innocent people. This has been the case throughout the history of war. Unfortunately, the act of killing does something to the human psyche.
An online article on the effects of war on soldiers discuses the emotional trauma that soldiers face;
“Many times it so happens that the soldiers have to physically hurt or kill their opponent soldiers. Circumstances force them to end someone's life. This act of theirs’ brings them deep sorrow. Witnessing deaths becomes an almost everyday incident for soldiers at war. They have to bear the grief of the suffering and deaths of their fellow mates as well. Such situations definitely have a depressing effect on soldiers. Death is bound to disturb the soldiers and deprive them of peace of mind. This constant emotional struggle results in severe mental stress. The undulating emotions that the soldiers have to go through result in great mental strain. Reportedly, many soldiers suffer from post-traumatic stress disorder. Their trauma brings them mental insecurity. The violence, the injuries and the heavy destructions result in distress.”

       In this novel, it is clear that John has had to engage in killing other humans and it has left a debilitating effect on him. John has experienced mental strain and distress. As a way of coping with the memories of the massacre, John slips into another persona. The persona exists because of John’s powerful imagination. John’s imagination takes him to other extremes. One extreme is that he is obsessed with a desire to be an elected official, at almost any cost. In his mind, the imagination of becoming someone different overshadows his reasoning. He goes to the extreme of abortion in his marriage.
I believe he has imagined a life of social acceptance as a way of forgiveness of his war crimes, and John’s idea of social acceptance includes following political order. John’s inability to attach along with his imaginary idea of reality causes him to coerce his wife into having an abortion.
John’s imagination transports him from dealing with the war crimes, and takes him to a place where his mind focuses on following Kathy, his wife. He hides from her view and scurries after her like a private detective. John is not looking to catch her doing anything wrong, he is following her more out of a need to fill voids in his life.  John desires to have some control over the world which seems to be spinning out of control when he says, “Kath, my Kath, the palm of his hand poised above her lips as if to control the miracle of her breathing”(O’Brien 76).
 John becomes the nicknamed Sorcerer in the military. Through his imagination, he has transcended himself into some sort of a made-up magician. His imagination is so powerful, that he is able to convince others that he has some extraordinary abilities. John’s character can be described; “John Wade encouraged the mystique. It was useful, he discovered, to cultivate a reserved demeanor, to stay silent for long stretches of time. When pressed, he’d put on a quick display of his powers, doing a trick or two, using the everyday objects all around him. I’m the company witch doctor” (O’Brien 38).
 One Who Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest, by Ken Kesey, is another novel that engages the power of the imagination. Big Nurse is controlling. She has set up a mental ward that does not allow for any freedoms for the patients.
She controls the food, the hygiene, the interactions, the movement and sleep of the patients. The biggest threat to Big Nurse is the power of each of the patient’s imaginations. Big Nurse cannot control the thoughts of the individuals, so if patients exhibit any signs of using their imagination, she immediately steps in to mandate medication or electro-shock therapies that will suppress the imagination. Medication is used to control independent thinking.
The Chief understands what Big Nurse expects and engages in a continual role-play of being deaf. Because, he does not share his ideas or express any sense of self, he is often overlooked. The role-play stems from the Chief’s imagination. He is able to imagine others in the ward and fantasizes about their control and abilities. Chief is able to deal with the life he has because of his imagination. Evidence of Chief’s ability to use his imagination to free him from his circumstances is found throughout the novel. One part is when Chief is exposing his ‘me’ thoughts,
“ Ther’d be my face in the mirror, dark and hard with big, high cheekbones like the cheek underneath them had been hacked out with a hatchet, eyes all black and hard and mean looking, just like Papa’s eyes or the eyes of all those tough, mean-looking Indians you see on TV, and I’d think, That ain’t me, that ain’t my face. It wasn’t even me when I was trying to be that face. I wasn’t even really me then; I was just being the way I looked, the way people wanted. It don’ seem like I ever been me. How can McMurphy be what he is?” (Kesey 136)
           
            The Chief also had emotional trauma that came from being a soldier in the war. He suffered trauma from being part of a tribe and watching his father’s sufferings. He share insight to how he feels, “ I can see all that, and be hurt by it, the way I was hurt by seeing things in the Army, in the war. The way I was hurt by seeing what happened to Papa and the tribe. I thought I’d got over seeing those things and fretting over them. There’s no sense in it. There’s nothing to be done” (Kesey 114).
            The power of Chief’s imagination helps to keep him ‘sane’ in the insane world he was placed in. He is forced to be controlled by Big Nurse on the outside, but the Chief still maintains control of his inner thoughts, which Big Nurse cannot. He appears deaf, though he can hear. The power of his imagination has freed him from his circumstances.
            In the novel, Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close, written by Jonathan Safran Foer, a reader can find evidence of characters who also use their imagination to cope with their trauma. In this novel, the power of the imagination allows a young boy freedom from his current circumstances. 
            Oskar is a nine-year-old boy who has lost his father in America’s 911 terrorist  attack. Oskar’s father was killed when the Twin Towers were destroyed. Similar to the two previous novels discussed, Oskar is dealing with loss, and the effects of war.  Foer’s character has an interaction with his mother that shares these feelings of loss; “The next morning I told Mom that I couldn’t go to school again. She asked what was wrong. I told her, ‘The same thing that’s always wrong.’ ‘You’re sick?’ ‘I’m sad.’ ‘About dad?’ ‘ About everything” (Foer 42).
            Dealing with the traumatic experience, Oskar frees himself from his reality, or circumstance and begins an adventure to find the lock that goes with the key he found.  This adventure takes him to several different areas to meet everyone with the last name of Black. Oskar is very bright and seems to pick up on peculiar details, such as everyone he comes in contact with makes a reference to his name or something, that triggers the possibility that they already know why he is there. While this is true, Oskar refuses to acknowledge the peculiarities, but rather continue fostering his own imagination. Oskar uses his imagination to protect his emotions. There is a part when Oskar is explaining why he must meet the Blacks. He says, “That was kind of how I felt when I decided that I would meet every person in New York with the last name Black. Even if it was relatively insignificant, it was something, and I needed to do something, like sharks, who die if they don’t swim, which I know about” (Foer 87). Oskar needed to imagine a life, outside the present one he was living, to cope.
            One of Oskar’s critical revelations to the reader is when Oskar is talking to his grandfather, though he doesn’t know it. Oskar is sharing the last messages from his dad. Oskar’s imagination is intertwining with his reasoning, and he is trying to come to terms with which one allows him healing. In the following passage, Oskar and his grandfather share insight to this. Because Oskar’s grandfather does not speak, he writes; “He wrote, ‘He sounds calm in the last message.’ I told him, ‘I read something in National Geographic about how, when an animal thinks it’s going to die, it gets very, very, calm.’ ‘Maybe he didn’t want you to worry.’ ‘Maybe, maybe he didn’t say he loved me because he loved me. But that wasn’t a good enough explanation. I said, ‘I need to know how he died.” Oskar’s grandfather…”flipped back and pointed at, Why?” Oskar says, “So I can stop inventing how he died. I’m always inventing” (Foer 256).
            The characters noted in Into the Lake of the Woods, One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest, and Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close, all had powerful imaginations. The imagination, as described in these three novels, has the power to transport individuals to an emotionally safe place. Trauma, including loss, seem to trigger the need to allow the imagination to take flight. The use of one’s imagination allowed the characters to focus on other things rather than have to face the harsh realities of the present.
            The power of the imagination is infinite. There are no boundaries to what one can do with their mind. For these characters, reality would limit them and if forced, they each might have had a different ending, good or bad. John Wade, in Into the Lake of the Woods, his uncontrolled imagination stemming from war trauma, caused him to ultimately eliminate any attachments to life he had. If he would have received the help he needed, his wife’s life might have been spared. The Chief, in the novel One Who Flew the Cuckoo’s Nest, first found solace in his deaf impersonation, but later found that a voice was part of a life he had missed. He seemed to challenge his imagination with reality. In Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close, Oskar finally balances his imagination with reality, which ultimately helps his healing process to begin.
            The power of the imagination is singular to a person. It is a solitary opportunity. I believe the imagination helps humans to not only protect themselves emotionally when needed, but it also is the source of creativity in the world as well. I believe that the imagination helps individuals mask feelings and emotions, especially traumatic experiences, until one is ready to deal with it in reality. While both imagination and reason, even reality, are needed to create balance in individuals, I believe that the power of one’s imagination is what sets us apart as individuals. Without imagination, my experiences with the novels of this course, specifically the three I have written about, would be universal rather than individual to me.



















                                                           

English Synthesis


Kristy Tyson
Professor Geary
English 4950
16 January 2013
Synthesis
Utah Valley University’s mission statement exerts that it “is a teaching institution which provides opportunity, promotes student success, and meets regional educational needs. UVU builds on a foundation of substantive scholarly and creative work to foster engaged learning. The university prepares professionally competent people of integrity who, as lifelong learners and leaders, serve as stewards of a globally interdependent community”(UVU). All disciplines must create courses of study that reflect the mission statement. I believe the English Department has implemented the mission objectives in a way that has impacted the way I read, the way I write, the way I think, and especially in the way I engage with society.
According to UVU”S homepage, “UVU values the broad acquisition of knowledge and recognizes the value of critical and creative thinking and practical skills. We prepare students to contribute to society, adapt creatively to new challenges, and thrive in an ever-changing world community”(UVU).
The English Department has adopted a mission statement to focus their course to support the University mission statement. “The English & Literature Department offers a wide variety of fascinating and challenging classes in writing, literature, and critical theory. English students engage with texts in multiple ways and at multiple levels—reading, analyzing, and discussing literature ranging from the classical to the contemporary, but also producing their own critical and creative work. English courses broaden students’ cultural awareness, deepen and refine their critical thinking abilities, and enhance their skills in written and verbal communication”(UVU).
English 2600 with Professor Albrecht-Crane was my first introduction to critical theory. I had taken my lower division courses over 20 years ago and had never been exposed to theoretical approaches to literature. At that time, the focus was on finding meaning in literature through themes and motifs. My courses focused on what the author’s intended meanings were. We learned to look at characterization and how they affected the plot. We learned to write about how we felt while we read and how the readings affected us personally. English 2600 changed how I look at literature now. I was introduced to the details of language. Language is made up of words.We don’t have language to sufficiently describe or name everything. Professor Albrecht- Crane used Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka to teach theoretical approaches. One book was used all semester and yet I learned to use nine critical theories in that single piece of literature.
            Professor Karin Anderson challenged me to attack the Theory Beast! English 3890 is one of the most difficult courses I have taken at UVU. The pace, the readings, the theoretical approaches and applications from text to text made me feel like I was always hanging from a cliff. Though it was extremely challenging, this paper has caused me to look at what I learned from the course. My favorite reading from the course comes from Octavia E. Butler’s novel, Kindred. I studied that texts for a whole semester first, because I was assigned the reading and the work to apply the Critical Race Theory to the book, but second because through the study of the different theories, I found myself becoming deeply affected by what language does in this particular novel. I found the language to represent a world unknown to me and as much as I tried to plug myself in to the possibility of representing the “other”, a non-European white society, I kept falling back into the white world I come from. I have a difficult time separating myself from a white constructed world.
In the final pages of literary criticism of Butler’s novel, there is a push to show the “white” world just how far we are from representing “otherness”. The criticism is beautiful and somewhat haunting to me. As a white American, it is extremely difficult to represent, through language, other cultures and people.  Butler does not attempt to explain what she describes so graphically at the end of the sixth chapter; “How could Dana’s arm, from the elbow down, be physically joined to the plaster of her living room wall? The author is silent on the process by which Dana’s arm is severed in the twilight zone between past and present. Kindred, one could say, is no more rational, no more comfortably explicable than the history of slavery itself. But that is a little too easy. The fiction has a ruthless logic to its design, and in an interview Butler has stated that the meaning of the amputation is clear enough: “I really couldn’t let her come all the way back whole and that, I think, really symbolizes her not coming back whole. Antebellum slavery didn’t leave people quite whole”(Butler 267).
“Time damages as well as heals, and genuine historical understanding of human crimes is never easy and always achieved at the price of suffering”(Butler 267). I love how this passage stands as a strong justification of why literature is important. The language used to describe human crimes and suffering of the signifying “other” challenges one’s ideas and perceptions in a very personal way.
 In English 3670, Professor Brian Whaley expanded my understanding of both prose and poetry. Whaley’s passion for literature and his thorough way he approached both novels and poetry is extraordinary. In every discussion, I learned to read more carefully. He encouraged us to embrace the beauty of words and the power of language. Whaley’s insight and instruction with poetry helped me to better grasp key skills needed to understand and appreciate it. I have always struggled with poetry, specifically in the mechanics of knowing what rhyme schemes are, how patterns work in poetry, and what one can deduct from use of language. Whaley’s teaching added a measure of mathematical applications when approaching poetry. Whaley asked that each student study two poems and use the skills he taught us throughout the semester to annotate, explicate and show evidence of understanding how language gives rise to meaning. I chose two poems about women. As I applied the skills he taught, I came to love poetry. I wrote about a poem by Christopher Reid, What the Uneducated Old Woman Told Me.         Some of the skills I learned are evidenced in my work on that particular poem. By using an anaphora with each sentence beginning with That, it shows repetition to a thought, familiarity to a place and time, and provides a license for a narrative that could work in expressing both a first person and third person voice.
Some of the most striking uses of language include the author’s use of specific words that when grouped together, create specific meanings. In this poem, word families that describe age, modernization, death, war, family, superstitions, companionship, and death work to express voice, mood, binaries and commonalities in human life. Using these word families also helps a reader to make assumptions about where the woman is sharing these thoughts. As a reader, I made predictions that she may be on a front porch telling her story to a young friend or family member. The ordinary, day to day word choices illustrate someone who sees things simply or would like to explain her realities simply to be clearly understood. I consider my poetry education to be one of the greatest assets to my English Degree. Whaley helped me personally to become immersed in the beauty found in poetry. Now, I wish I had had more opportunities with poetry.
Professor Grant Moss made Shakespeare’s work come alive! Professor Moss has an amazing knowledge about Shakespeare and the time period, and yet he consistently led a guided discussion that allowed students to make their own connections. He introduced us to several plays and I learned about the categories of his work which include tragedies, romantic comedies etc. Professor Moss gave students the assignment to write about anything that interested us in Shakespeare’s work but required several sources. I chose to write about women represented in Shakespeare’s plays. First, I learned that the University Library really does help students. Annie in the library not only helped focus my topic but she also helped me with inter-library loans. She even followed up with me during the process. Second, I read multiple books that were related to my topic and as I read from so many sources, I also learned many other interesting facts and trivia about the time period. This assignment not only increased my understanding of William Shakespeare’s works, but it also solidified my belief in his influence on society and the influence society had on his work.
English 3640, Restoration 18th Century British Literature taught by Professor Nathan Gorelick, introduced me to Gulliver’s Travels and  many wonderful classics. Together we explored the Age of Enlightenment focusing on great philosophers such as Descartes, Locke, Rousseau, and Voltaire. These philosophers helped to shape ideas and theories that have had influenced literature. Prior to this course, I cannot remember being introduced to these philosophers and their work. I really enjoyed Professor Gorelick’s teaching style as well. He offered great feedback and careful critique of all my submissions. Gorelick’s feedback has helped me to improve my writing.
English 3540, Contemporary American Literature, introduced me to current novels. The novels included issues relevant to the 21st century. As a returning student of several years, I believe this class was needed for me to be as current as I can in the English field, especially if I do decide to eventually go on to teach at a high school or college. Professor Charles Vogel has an incredible knowledge of hundreds of novels. He would assign a novel and then share several other novels that were either written by the same author, written during the same time period, and/or share a common theme. This teaching method is one that I have adopted both at home with my own family and hope to someday be able to replicate in my own teaching.
Professor Carney and Professor Davidson have  imparted valuable literary skills and knowledge. Each taught me to be thorough in examining a text and to be willing to take risks in my approaches to literature. From them, I learned to think outside the box, to not just regurgitate, but to find ways to express myself in fresh new ways.
Choosing English as my major has been an adventure. Through literature, I have travelled through time, issues, cultures, and people from America to Britain. I have read over one hundred works. I have critically thought about each piece. I have written and written more about different aspects of each work using the variety of skills I have learned.
I believe that the selection of professors is a reflection of UVU’s Mission Statement. I also believe that the course objectives, particularly English and Literature Studies, have given me a wide variety of experiences, applications, and critical thinking skills. I have been able to engage with texts in multiple ways and on multiple levels through reading, analyzing, and discussing literature. (English Department) It is by this training that I now have some desire to further my education to become a teacher so that I too can help educate others in the wonderful ways I have been taught!




English Justification


Kristy Tyson
Professor Alisha Geary
ENGL 4950
7 February 2013
What Language Does
Sigmund Freud claims that the human mind is a powerful thing. He was evolutionary in his claims that our dreams, our symbols, and our literature reveal how we think, how we remember, and how we associate. He claims that through language, layers of association, layers of connection and memory are recalled. To me, Freud’s claims make the study of language, even the study of literature, critical to one’s ability to process and engage in the world.
Structuralism was the first major theory shift from the traditional approach of Liberal Humanism. Academics’ began to construct patterns in literary works through analyzing language, specifically the arrangement of word choices that ultimately create meaning in a text. This change opened up the possibilities and acceptance of new ways in analyzing literature. One of the theories that evolved from the theoretical shift was Post-Structuralism.
Ferdinand de Saussure is a linguist, who is generally considered to be the Father of Structuralism. Structuralism defends that the world “is something, it exists, but in language we do not find it” (Barry 40). Meaning is not simply there; language creates it. Structuralism seeks to find meaning through text and not reality. Language is thought to be arbitrary arrangements of perception. Saussure’s belief is that words are “purely arbitrary and that these meanings are maintained by conventions only” (Barry 40).
Saussure also emphasizes that “the meaning of words are relational” (Barry 41). As words are arranged, meanings can be derived. If any words were removed from what Saussure refers to as a paradigmatic chain, the meaning of any other words could be affected. First, we create perceptions. Then, we pair opposites like ‘good’ and ‘bad’ which are examples of pairing relational words, which give rise to meaning (Barry 41).
Saussure’s work influences the very essence of Post- Structuralism, another theory that seeks to describe language. According to Barry, “ The post-structuralist believes that we enter a universe of radical uncertainty, since we can have no access to any fixed landmark which is beyond linguistic processing, and hence we have no certain standard by which to measure anything”(Barry 59). If Saussure says this and we understand it to be true, then as we deconstruct language, we will end up in a state of ambiguity, or at least limited to what is identifiably real.
Let’s dig deeper into how Post-Structural applications radically disrupt the way in which the world we live in is viewed. Post-Structuralists’ are concerned with how language is constructed. Post- Structuralism argues that language is not natural. Language is constructed by the conventions of a culture and because of this, there is no certainty that a receiver of information will ever completely understand what the giver is portraying. This has been evidenced in every novel I have read in college. A post-structuralist will argue that individuals or cultures think in a way that comes from their own language, which shapes the way individuals see the world. In addition, because every individual or culture has different perceptions, ideas will never be viewed the same way.
Barry states that, “Linguistic anxiety is a keynote of the post-structuralist outlook”(Barry 62). Linguistic anxiety comes from individuals’ thoughts about how they are conveying information or portraying themselves. Individuals desire to be in control of the linguistic system. Individuals want others to understand the world the same way they do.
Jacques Derrida was a philosopher in the 1960’s who influenced post-structuralism in claiming that nothing is absolute. Fundamentally, Derrida expressed concern with conventional impacts on literature and the English language. Derrida notes; “White Western norms of dress, behavior, architecture, intellectual outlook, and so on, provided a firm centre against which deviations, aberrations, variations could be detected and identified as “Other” and marginal”(Barry 64).
            The western ways of behavior in a conventional culture marginalizes anyone who does not fit the white western norm. Instead, they are pushed into a category known as the signifying “other”. An individual or group must comply with conventional notions that have been constructed or one is reduced to the status or class of an “other”. A post-structuralist identifies social norms that restrict the individuals.
            Post-Structuralism did much to influence other theories that would evolve from the ideas and thoughts about what language does. All theories aim to look at what language does through the use of different lenses.
I had an epiphany when I learned and applied theory to literature. The Critical Race Theory follows the same implications and traces what language does to marginalize the “black” race pushing them to the outer “white” sphere known as “Other”. While races are evident in American Literature, they are not accurately represented. Again, theorists’ claim that this happens because every individual or culture have different perceptions, so ideas will never be viewed the same way.
Toni Morrison’s Playing in the Dark, is a set of lectures that explores the Critical Race Theory. Morrison says that there is “exclusion- of assigning designation and value to blackness” throughout American Literature. (Morrison 1007) She goes as far as to say that the American constructed language does not follow the Constitution, which demands equality. Morrison calls into question what the constructed language does to create binaries and perpetuate racism. She argues that writers cannot separate themselves and their writing from the socially constructed “white” society made up of language and ideas. She says that literature reflects the society the writer is infused in. Morrison notes that it is an act of “becoming” that shows understanding of a racialized society. Morrison believes that the United States does not have the fullness of literature without being able to look beyond what the white society imagines. She says that the consequences of this constructed “whiteness” comes from a culture not being able to analyze their societal views and recognize it for what it is and what it does. To “become” we must be able to access our symbolic culture and see it for what it is and does.
            In Octavia Butler’s novel Kindred, there is evidence intertwined throughout the novel that supports Toni Morrison’s ideas, aligned with Critical Race Theory, that expose “whiteness” in literature and the experiences of the signifying “other”, which in this case is “blackness” and expressing the issue with what it is like to have society in opposition to you, essentially to be the signifying other.  Two characters, Dana and Kevin are watching children play a game of slave trade. Dana says, “My God, why can’t we go home? This place is diseased.” He took my hand. “The kids are just imitating what they’ve seen adults doing,” he said. “They don’t understand…” Dana says, “They don’t have to understand. Even the games they play are preparing them for their future-and that future will come whether they understand it or not” (Butler 99). As they are quietly watching, they recognize the “whiteness” of the society the children are in. Because of the “white” social construction and their desire to project “blackness” as something outside their made up America, “blackness” is excluded from accessing the same America.
            Another key example of whites pushing Africanism to the signifying other is evidenced in the dialogue when Rufus meets Kevin and is trying to make sense of why a white man would be married to a black woman, Dana, and not be ashamed to admit it. Dana quickly jumps in and tells Rufus that where they come from, it is more acceptable to be racially mixed, even though she knows that even Kevin’s sister in the 19th century is not acknowledging their marriage. But for the sake of adhering to the white western norms, Dana tells Rufus that as long as they are in the south, they have to “play the roles you gave us” “You’ll say you belong to him?” “Yes. I want you to say it too if anyone asks you” (Butler 65).
            Later, Rufus wants to maintain order and control by reducing Dana to the “other” when she is clearly crossing white boundaries. The dialogue is between the two of them;
“I’ve been too easy on you, he said. His voice was suddenly low and ugly. I treated you like you were better than the ordinary niggers. I see I made a mistake.” ‘… For several seconds, he stood frozen, towering over me, glaring down as though he meant to hit me. Finally, though, he relaxed, leaned against his desk. You think you’re white! He muttered. You don’t know your place any better than a wild animal” (Butler 164).
            The black slaves, owned by Tom Weylin, and Rufus, don’t believe that Rufus can change. Although Dana speaks the words, she is saying what the slaves were already thinking. She says, “He’s no good. He’s all grown up now, and part of the system. He could feel for us a little when his father was running things-when he wasn’t entirely free himself. But now, he’s in charge. And I guess he had to do something right away, to prove it” (Butler 223).
             At some parts, it seems that Tom Weylin is aware that Dana is more than an object, but just that haunting knowledge helps him to push her farther into the categorical “other”. This is expressed when he describes her as somewhat supernatural. He says, “Years ago, I would have sworn there couldn’t be anybody like you. You’re not natural! But you can feel pain-and you can die. Remember that and do your job. Take care of your master” (Butler 205). The intellectual uncertainty that Weylin experiences causes him to once again reinforce his whiteness. He cannot see Dana as a person because the society would not accept it. To consider Dana a person rather than an object would mean equalization and the white world was not constructed to look that way. Her abilities have to be considered supernatural, as if there is no way she, herself, could do what she does. This categorical place setting makes her abilities seem only possible by the help of someone greater, maybe a white God.
There are many passages in Kindred that also show how language is used to create meaning for the “Others”. The black “others” are carefully watching how they have limited access to the world. One example comes when Alice is angrily speaking to Dana about how Dana is not really one of them.  She attacks Dana and says, “You ought to be ashamed of yourself, whining and crying after some poor white trash of a man, black as you are. You always try to act so white. White nigger, turning against your own people”(Butler 165). Alice wants Dana to know that Dana is not one of them. Alice, though black, is putting Dana into a category as well. Though this passage is meant to show the black world conforming to the white constructed society, I wonder why white control cause blacks to fight against each other. When I read that passage, I wondered what Butler intended by showing the blacks at odds with each other but I think the fight was inevitable to show the collision of two different periods in history. The reality of Alice recognizing Dana as representing more of the white western norms would make sense with what era Dana is living in. In the 19th century, Dana has been infused in the ways of the white world though she can’t access them fully.
Another passage that displays Dana’s experience and infusion in a white western world is when she is desperate to find Kevin. She hasn’t heard from him and she wants to write another letter. Both the whites and blacks are watching her. She says, “I went to the laundry yard to help Tess. I had come to almost welcome the hard work. It kept me from thinking. White people thought I was industrious. Most blacks thought I was either stupid or too intent on pleasing the whites. I thought I was keeping my fears and doubts at bay as best I could, and managing to stay relatively sane ”(Butler 163). Again when Dana is with Rufus, he is explaining how her resistance to slavery scared his father. Rufus explains that, “Daddy always thought you were dangerous because you knew too many white ways, but you were black. Too black, he said. The kind of black that watches and thinks and makes trouble. I told that to Alice and she laughed. She said sometimes Daddy showed more sense than I did. She said he was right about you, and that I’d find out someday”(Butler 255). Dana has lived with the western white culture for so long and is part white, that she cannot separate herself from it.
The language used threatens the white order, the resistance is not expected and the fact that Dana isn’t afraid to have a voice creates disorder for the whites. Whites are forced to see things differently. As a reader, we deduct this by careful study of language and what it does.
Butler does a beautiful job of refocusing the reader back to the idea that this is not a “white” novel. This exposes the “black” that is kept from white culture and thought. “Blackness” is put off as the “other” as though if one does not know it, they are not part of it and have no responsibility for it. I love the interview with Butler as she describes Dana’s arm amputation. Butler says, “I couldn’t let her come all the way back. I couldn’t let her return to what she was, I couldn’t let her come back whole and that, I think, really symbolizes her not coming back whole. Antebellum slavery didn’t leave people quite whole” (Butler 267). This powerful statement pushes the “white” to contemplate what American Literature does. It reminds us, through careful language, that “Africanism” has been represented destructively in literature. “White” society has forced African isolation by continually using language that represents anyone outside of the white race as the “other”.  Both Butler and Morrison would argue that this forced isolation (expressed in literature) keeps all of the signifying “others” excluded from accessing the same America as the white society inhabits. The Critical Race Theory challenges “white” America to look at what has been created as “blackness”, evaluate what the implications of these constructed binaries are, and then to tell a more representational story.
Reading a variety of texts and literary works and then writing about them has helped me understand language. Language is complex and beautiful. Through my study of theoretical approaches, I now know what language does. I now know that words, themselves, are relational and give rise to meaning. I know that language can isolate people from accessing all of America by marginalizing people. But, I also know that language has the ability to help readers and writers engage in a more representational story. 
The power of the English language and the opportunities to read and write using such language allows one to move past a simple layer of understanding. I think Maya Angelou said it best when she said, “When you know better, you do better” (Angelou). When one engages with literature or picks up a pen to write, a story unfolds. For me, the study of  language, my engagement with literature, and my experiences with writing have helped me connect with the world in new ways. I now know better and I can and will do better!
I believe we live in a world where life is becoming digitalized. The desire for understanding language and its implications are becoming part of a historical past, even an outdated practice for younger generations. Many want something at their finger-tips with little thought.  As an English Major, I believe part of what I take with me from my education is to keep my passion for literature and writing alive. The study of language, even the study of literature is critical to one’s ability to process and engage in the world.
















Works Cited
Angelou, Maya. "Interview: Maya Angelou." Interview. Interview: Maya Angelou. N.p., 2004. Web. 5 February 2013.
Barry, Peter. Beginning Theory: An Introduction to Literary and Cultural Theory. New York: Manchester University Press, 1995. Print.
Butler, Octavia E. Kindred. Boston: Beacon Press, 1979. Print.
Freud, Sigmund. On Dreams. New York: Norton, 1952. Print.
Morrison, Tony. “Playing in the Dark.” Literary Theory: An Anthology.2nd Edition. Julie Rivkin and Michael Ryan. Massachussetts: Blackwell Publishing, 1998. 1007-1016. Print.